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seattle ; wednesday morning
Oct. 24th, 2012 09:27 amSam hadn't slept.
He wasn't much of a sleeper by default but it'd been even worse than Sunday. The predisposition not to sleep combined with his utterly awful mood meant he now looked as bad as he felt. So, that was great.
Ramon and Frank had done their best to get his mind off things and Sam loved them for it but it was gonna take more than a few days. When he hadn't been holed up in his room or over at his mother's house, he'd been spending a lot of time in the backyard. The fresh air seemed to be enough to keep him awake even if the misty rain got annoying.
But, that's where he was right now. The sun was hiding behind the grey clouds which matched his mood. Frank had brought some breakfast out to him earlier and he'd eaten some but the rest was untouched and getting soggy.
He knew the whole moping and sulking thing was gonna have to get buried soon so he could get back to his life but it wasn't happening today. Today, he was just gonna sit outside and think and brood and wonder how things could go so wrong.
Maybe later, he'd call Brid and she if she was going out tonight for the Council. That might take his mind off things for a few hours, at least.
[NFB but open for calls/texts/random visits, sure]
He wasn't much of a sleeper by default but it'd been even worse than Sunday. The predisposition not to sleep combined with his utterly awful mood meant he now looked as bad as he felt. So, that was great.
Ramon and Frank had done their best to get his mind off things and Sam loved them for it but it was gonna take more than a few days. When he hadn't been holed up in his room or over at his mother's house, he'd been spending a lot of time in the backyard. The fresh air seemed to be enough to keep him awake even if the misty rain got annoying.
But, that's where he was right now. The sun was hiding behind the grey clouds which matched his mood. Frank had brought some breakfast out to him earlier and he'd eaten some but the rest was untouched and getting soggy.
He knew the whole moping and sulking thing was gonna have to get buried soon so he could get back to his life but it wasn't happening today. Today, he was just gonna sit outside and think and brood and wonder how things could go so wrong.
Maybe later, he'd call Brid and she if she was going out tonight for the Council. That might take his mind off things for a few hours, at least.
[NFB but open for calls/texts/random visits, sure]
